I use to watch Jon and Kate plus 8 show on TLC, but lately Kate's controlling behavior has completely turned me off so I stopped watching. 
It's hard to watch her constantly berate, correct and demoralize her husband on the show. Has anyone else noticed this or is it just me? Well, apparently not. I recently stumbled across this headline: http://www.realitytvmagazine.com/blog/2009/03/06/jon-kate-plus-8-marriage-troubles/ and after doing some online nosing around, have discovered that Kate Gosselin is the center of a lot of controversy of late surrounding her behavior and whether or not they are exploiting their children for money.
It seems that Kate has pushed some buttons, and not only amongst fans of the show, but family as well: http://evilbeetgossip.film.com/2008/08/23/jon-and-kate-plus-eight-gets-nasty-aunt-jodi-tells-her-side/
What makes her so much different than that Nadia woman? The fact that they are married? I'm not saying she's is or is not the same, but aren't they exploiting their children for money? The rumors are that Kate has a private chef, cleaning ladies, housekeepers and several nannies that help her. Much of this isn't shown on the show because it's supposed to be following a real family going through real day to day life. How is it real when there are cameras around all the time? The Gosselins recently moved into a MUCH bigger home, courtesy of their money from TLC. They have taken numerous trips (all supplied by TLC), speaking engagements, talk shows, book signings, Jon's free hair plugs, Kate's free plastic surgery etc. Check out this revealing blog on J&K's real lives: http://gosselinswithoutpity.blogspot.com/
Some of this just makes me wonder...? And I can't help it, she comes across as so self-righteous. "My family only eats organic food!" and blah, blah, blah. I would feed my family a total organic diet too if a tv show paid me enough money to do so. Something about her just annyos me. Who's with me? lol
March 14, 2009
Kiddie Litter
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 9:28 PM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment
March 12, 2009
I Wonder...
I wonder... if I'm loved more than the internet and computer and other fake nonsense
I wonder...if I am worth enough to make someone want to do and be better
I wonder...if things will ever change
I wonder...if anyone appreciates me
I wonder...why I frown more than I smile lately
I wonder...why it has to be so difficult
I wonder...why I never feel validated
I wonder...why I'm always wondering all of these things......
I wonder.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 3:35 PM 1 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life
My Fav AI Performances of All Time!
This season will be a fun one I think. I always fast forward through the first few weeks and love to watch the top 12 (or 13 this season) start singing. So far, I'm loving Danny Gokey and Adam whatshisface with the emo black hair??? Oh, and I also like the Jason Mraz-ish cute boy that sang with the guitar. He he. (I'll learn the names better once they sing more). Although Adam is a lil (A LOT) flamboyant, when he hits those 80's rock band high notes.... watch out! WOAH!
In honor of a new season of AI, and just because I wanted to, I you-tubed my fav AI performances (I remember them all so well). I think these performances stand out and alone above the rest!!!! I'd like to know YOURS as well! :-)
1) Bo Bice: In a Dream (this song gives me cold chills everytime I hear it and he will forever be my favorite contestant of all time). He is so real and down to earth. I love Bo, his voice, his personality, his grace and gratefulness. Acapella...simply beautiful and mesmorizing. This is the real deal folks.
2) Carrie Underwood: Alone If this song doesn't show how talented Carrie is, then I don't know what does. I remember hearing this and thinking...DAYUM that girl has got some major pipes!!!!! She made everyone on the show, besides Bo Bice, look like ameteurs. How she was not discovered before AI is a mystery. I am glad I got to watch her evolve on this show.
3)David Cook: The World I Know: I cried when I heard him sing this, I know, I'm so sappy. I love Collective Soul and the fact that he sang this as his final performance....sigh. He can make any song completely original. I'm so glad he sang this and am proud of him for it. He's a real talent. I was over the moon when he won. He truly deserved it. David Cook has so much heart and soul. I love him.
4) David Archuleta: Heaven I heard this song in my sleep and it woke me up...literally. (See long ago post). I was thinking who the heck was that?!!! I think this song is perfect for him because he sings like an angel. He is so precious, adorable and has a God given talent. I cannot wait to hear more from him, forever and ever and ever. His voice soothes my soul and this performance brought tears to me eyes, and apparently I'm not the only one...
5) Chris Daughtry: Hemorrhage First of all, I L-O-V-E Fuel and he did this song some major justice and you could feel his heart in the song. When I heard Chris sing this song I thought...well, there's your winner right there! He stood out against the crowd foshizzle!
6) Bo Bice: Whipping Post The Allman Brothers is one of my all time favorite bands (SERIOUSLY) and when I heard Bo would be singing one of my all time favorite songs, Whipping Post, I was like hell yeah!!!!!!!!! There is nearly not enough blues on AI. He gave his whole self to this performance and I have watched it probably a hundred times. Bo never strayed from who he was for a tv show and that is what I loved so much about him. He's so authentic. He owned that stage from day one! Go Bo!
7) Jennifer Hudson: Circle of Life Wow, what a powerful voice. I loved her from the beginning and couldn't believe she was elimated so soon. I knew she had something special and if you have seen Dream Girls then you know what I mean. Hello, this woman is a major vocailist. There is no denying it.
8) Bo Bice: For the Love of Money OK, this is one of the BEST performaces I've ever seen on AI, EVER! I would have put it higher, but I didn't want anyone to think I was a Bo Bice stalker! (I am) This guys is a seasoned performer and he proves it with this song. YOU MUST WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9) Carrie Underwood: Making Love Out of Nothing At All Seriously? Come on! This chick could sing the yellow pages. She sings her HEART out! Wow.
10) Chris Daughtry: I Walk the Line OMG, this blew me away. This guy is so talented and this song is so f'n amazing! (Also see his interpretation of Have you ever really loved a woman......so sexy. Wooo!)
11) David Archuleta: Imagine David's voice is an instrument, there's no denying it. If anyone says this kid doesn't have talent then they're just deaf. He has such a beautiful and eloquent voice. I wish really good things for him. If only I could sing like that! lol
There are many more..........
WHat are your favs?
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 12:12 AM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment
March 11, 2009
Bizarro
This may not be a big deal and I'm sure no one cares, but....when I woke up this morning I went for my coffee and when I went to take a drink I noticed that my wedding ring wasn't on my hand! I never, ever, ever take my wedding ring off so I panicked. I was wondering..wtf?! I rushed upstairs to ask my husband if he took it off as a joke, he said no (believably) and I started to really freak out inside. OMG where is it, why was it gone etc. My ring fits snugly and would never fall off...ever. Anyhow, I went to my bed and started looking there and it was lying in the middle of my bed between the sheets. How freakin' odd! I will never know how it got there or why it wasn't on my finger. Sorry this is such a silly post but it has bothered me all day. I am completely stumped and a little weirded out. So odd!
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 11:43 PM 0 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life
Home Sweet Home
I went to have lunch with Aidan today at school and it was nice. He's so stinking cute scooting his tray down the line and making sure to place his napkin under his milk. He he. My little boy is just growing up too fast. :( I would go have lunch with my other boys but then that would just be way to "embarassing" so I don't. My older boys are weird at times. They don't often allow me to take their picture and when they do they get all weird about it. So yes, I do have 3 other children and they're all alive...I promise!
After lunch we had a parent-teacher conference about whether or not Aidan will move onto first grade. I'm pretty torn about this. He has missed a lot of school but his teacher's concerns aren't with his academics as much as it is with his lack of confidence, she says. I know that he isn't his most vibrant self in class, at home he's a little jabber jaws, but I suppopse all kids are like that at times. I wonder what the right thing to do is and am not sure what to do at the moment. I hate to have him repeat because of his age. He will be 7 next January and would still be in kindergarten. Plus, academically he's doing well and not having many problems. Her reasons seemed a little funny to me. Yes, he does need more confidence, but he's just not a loud kid who is all over other kids wrestling or whatever small kids do. He's an observer and very smart. I'd hate to hold him back. We have some decisions to make.
Onto other news...I've been painting and doing some redecorating at home. I moved here exactly two weeks before I started nursing school and during those 2 years I did nothing to the house. I'm making up for lost time. :) Here are some photos.
Kitchen Before:


After:
Living Room Before:


Living Room After:


Bedroom Before:
After:
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 4:52 PM 7 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life, Photography
March 10, 2009
Ka-Ching!
So today started the flurry of new hospital orientation. Wow...I was bored out of my mind. I must have ADD because by noon I was so restless that people probably thought I had ants in my pants. The only thing that kept me from springing from my seat was that everytime the clock struck on the hour I heard "KA-CHING" in my ears. So, I guess it's not too bad to sit and listen to people ramble on and on and on and get paid for it. It was the easiest money I've ever made.
Friday I begin 'new nurse' orientation and even though I don't want to sit through that either, atleast it's a sugbject I'm interested in. Ha. Except the universal things (lifting, medication rights, etc) that I just oriented on not very long ago. Sigh. Ah well.
So far, I have a good impression of the hospital. The hospital is large and has 2 campuses. The one I will be working at is only a few years old and I'm excited to see the units and how they differ from the older hospitals. I remember at my 'old' hospital that sometimes we actually had to move the patient's bed, while they were in it, to allow wheelchair access to the bathroom. Now, forgive me if I'm wrong, but who was the genius who would put walls with ANGLES in a damn hospital room? Ridiculousness.
Anywho, this blog is boring. Yawn. Sorry for putting you all to sleep. OH and although I seem like I am complaining (I am), I'm really excited at the same time. I just want to get to the good stuff...I miss my patients. :(
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 9:15 PM 1 comments
Labels: Nursing
March 9, 2009
Kids are funny...
My son, Aidan, who is 6 cracks me up. We told him a week ago that on Wednesday we were going to eat lunch with him and he's sooooo scared we'll forget. He told me to put it in my brain so I'll remember. We told him we wouldn't forget and he said we had to write ourselves a note. (LOL) So we laughed, beacuse he's this tiny, little boy who has these huge ideas and a big imagination. It's just funny. THEN he gets mad because we're laughing and we explained it was because he was funny and cute in which he replies... "Don't laugh at me because you think I'm funny or cute, because it makes me shy and I may cry." (Laugh more) "Calm down! I'm SEWEEUS!"
Tomorrow: start orientation finally! BUT I don't want to...I am having too much fun having no job. Wah. ;)
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 9:21 PM 1 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life
March 8, 2009
Dissapointing
I wasn't going to talk about this but....WTF is Rhianna thinking getting back together with Chris Brown? What she is doing is typical of a person who get's abused...they go back possibly thinking it was their fault. They think they can fix 'them'. After hearing of the even that took place that night and seeing her face, then him in Miami on JET SKIS...disgusting. He is not going to change Rhianna and guess what? He will hit you again. We may not know about it, but it will happen.
Did you read the police report? He hit her over the head multiple times while she shielded her face and even put her in a headlock and she almost passed out!
He could have killed her. Imagine how many people die by accident. So many women (and men) are abused and the intent wasn't to kill but they ended up dying. And furthermore, why isn't her camp, family, friends etc doing anything to stop this? Who is there to tell her to stay away from him, atleast until he gets the proper help he needs and some counceling for herself? Sigh. Is she blind?????
She has asked that the judge doesn't make him stay away from her. I hope the judge doesn't listen. I hope he sentences him to jail time to teach these punks that they can't beat the shit out of a woman and get away with it. What kind of lesson are they sending??? GRRR..this pisses me off! I am having Bobby and Whitney flashbacks...scary.
Anyhow, I hope she wises up and gets the hell away from him, but I doubt it.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 12:10 PM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment
March 7, 2009
Ready for Spring
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 10:48 PM 0 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life, Photography, Scrapbooking
March 6, 2009
Here I go again...
I wrote a my review of The Wrestler this morning, but it keeps nagging at me that it doesn't even touch how I felt about the movie. Grrr. Forgive me for my word vomit, but that movie was SPECTACULAR. I cannot even describe how honest it was and how it made me feel. It's been on my mind all day. I have said this about other movies, how they stick with you, but this one is different. I don't think I realized how great it was until it was over and it resonated in my mind. Wow. I just sat there and thought about it for a long while. I am really moved and blown away. The director is a genius. I'm so touched by Randy's life, his vulnerability and his humaness. The sights, sounds, music, direction, camera angles...I love it all. And Bruce Springsteen sealing the end with that beautiful song....priceless. It's like having one last sumptuous bite before you're too full. Prepare with tissues.
I've seen Milk, it was a good movie, the message is great, story is great, however... Mickey Rourke should have won that Oscar. Sean Penn is a great actor, but this performance from Mickey was a once in a lifetime performance, ya know? Now having seen it, I'm really feeling bad for the guy. He put his whole heart in that role and bared his soul for all of us, it is really something special. How he did not win, I don't know.
Ok, I guess I've said my piece, although it doesn't seem like enough and I'm not really sure why I care so much, but I just really love it I guess.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 7:19 PM 0 comments
Labels: Entertainment, Movies
The Wrestler
I watched the Wrestler last night and wanted to talk about it while it's fresh on my mind. First of all, the movie is GREAT, maybe one of the best I've EVER seen. It's so gripping, tender, real, emotional, sad...I can't say enough about it. I totally see why Mickey Rourke was nominated for an Academy Award. His performance didn't feel like a performance at all, but rather the audience peeking in on his life and watching. Incredible.
The movie feels like an Indie film from the jump. It's shot in way that it feels like a documentary, rather than a scripted movie and that's what sets the movie apart. It's an intimate tale of a man who seems to be clinging on to the only thing he knows...wrestling. However, this isn't a movie about wrestling, it's about someone who's identity and place in the world is challenged and how he copes with it.

Randy, The Ram, has been a wrestler his whole life. We meet him at a time when he is broken, washed up and is wrestling for a small amount of money in small, local arenas. We watch Randy go from being remembered and admired in the arena, to sleeping in his van some nights because he can't pay for the rent on his trailer. He goes from wrestling by night and working at a deli in the daytime. He is a lonely man who seeks the friendship of a stripper, played by Marissa Tomei, who also seems to be putting on a facade for the world.
I was worried when I'd heard about the movie that the stripper portion would be cheesy. Not that it isn't already. Anyone remember Showgirls? Ugh. Her performance, which was also nomintaed, was anything but sterotypical. Yes, she's trying to make her way taking off her clothes, but we find she also has trouble balancing her "stage" identity and her real one. She isn't the young beauty she once was and she is also up against, younger competition. You can't help but feel a sense of sadness that Randy is essentially buying her attentions and quite possibly mistakes it for something real.

Evan Rachel Wood plays Randy's daughter who he has neglected since a young age. He wants a relationship with her, but is it too little too late? Your heart can't help but break for this man, even though he chose his life, you see how alone in the world he is and you root for him. Ugh.
I won't spoil the movie, but I have to tell you that I LOVED it. The subtle parallels between the characters lives is refreshing and something I didn't really pick up on until it was over. It isn't cookie cutter and all doesn't go as one might imagine. I love the direction and cinematography, it provides a different level of perspective than we're use to seeing. I have to admit, Mickey Rourke's face sometimes scares me with all of the plastic surgery he's had done, but the role fit him perfectly. Marissa's performance was also great. She could have went very over the top with her character, but keeps it simple, yet complex and that is what I loved about it. It's the best movie I've seen in a very long time. Oh and the ending...sigh. I won't give it away, but you MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST, MUST see it! It's soooo very good. You will never forget it.
oh and p.s. the Bruce Springsteen song doesn't play until the credits, but it's also stellar. ;) Check out the song and scenes here:
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 8:46 AM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment, Movies
FOCUS!
I've been digital scrapbooking for a while now. It's another one of my hobbies that is all consuming. Come to think of it....I have too many all consuming hobbies...reading, photography, scrapbooking, television....hmm. I think I should quit working altogether so I have time to pursue all my interests full on. What do you think? Professional hobby woman? If only.
Back to my point...it's really a HUGE interest of mine and I've been learning to create my own pages etc so I can design and possibly sell my own kits. Yes, it's a big, COLOSSAL undertaking, but something I'm commited to. It may take forever though because I have discovered that I may have ADHD. I will start something and switch gears and go back. I have trouble focusing. I'm creatively overwhelmed. Hmmf! Anyhow, the website is in the works and I'm going to great pains to perfect it. It's annoying. I hate being a perfectionist. :/
Check out this awesome place to completely customize your webpage or blog at www.squarespace.com ....it's really cool and allows your creativity to flow.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 1:52 AM 1 comments
Labels: Photography, Scrapbooking
March 4, 2009
The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow
Sending warm, loving thoughts to a friend....you know who you are. :) Keep your chin up.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 11:59 PM 0 comments
Labels: My Crazy Life
Remix
I'm re-vamping the blog.....
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 5:19 PM 2 comments
Labels: Scrapbooking
March 3, 2009
New Stuff
Yippy skip. I got some new books to peruse. I don't know when I'll have the time to read them, but I'm going to try. Have any of you read any of these and are they good, bad or ugly?




Lovingly Posted By Christy at 10:08 PM 3 comments
Labels: Books
The Bachelor-GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Jason is this season's (tool) Bachelor. He narrowed his choices down to two through a process of elimination...and with a lot of kissing. Guess he had to 'feel' out the competition.Meet Melissa & Molly:
On the finale tonight, Jason broke Molly's heart and told her he had to let her go. She told him he was making a mistake and left in tears. He then walks up the stairs to the mansion and cries. I'm talking the ugly cry, facial contortion, mouth all jacked up, hanging hiself over a railing dramatic tearfest. For a second I thought someone may have died that the viewers were unaware of. Is he crying for Molly's heartbreak, and that he may have made a mistake? Maybe he's crying because he's a complete wuss. We don't know.Melissa gets out of the limo, unknowing she's the "winner". Her proposes, tells her he's been in love with her the whole time, gets on one knee, professes his undying love and proposes. Tears, kisses and hugs ensue. All is right within the reality world. The show ends with Jason, Melissa and his 3 year old son, Ty, jumping into a swimming pool fully clothed. Awww, You know, because that's just what you do when you're in love and all. Glee! And they swim off into the (fake) sunset and live happily ever after......or not.
Fast forward to the After the Final Rose special that always caught up on the happy couple. We are immediately told from Chris Harrison, the host, that tonight is shocking then Jason comes out. His face is gloomy and we feel something bad coming on. There is no audience to clap at his appearance and Chris's face also looks forlorn. What's going on, we ask? Jason then proceeds to tell Chris that after the show he and Melissa spend a lot of time together, the spend all of the holidays together and that the chemistry he felt for her has left him. He says he no longer loves her and wants to tell her...ON LIVE TELEVISION! OMG, I could not believe this! But wait, it gets better...she has no idea and was in a room in the back being hid by ABC so they could totally throw her off guard. So classy.
Melissa walks out looking happy to see the man she THINKS she is going to marry, then she notices the solemn look on Jason's face and realizes this isn't going to be happy. Jason then begins by saying he doesn't regret it, but his feelings have changed, there is no longer any chemistry and blah blah blah, and THEN he says that he thinks he's still in love with Molly! WTF? Are you kidding me? Melissa is clearly heartbroken and angry, rolling her eyes and the whole bit and at one point she even calls him a bastard. Go Melissa! Can you imagine being dumped on national tv? I mean, seriously. Chris Harrison tells her there is a limo waiting for her outside, which translated to me as .....welp you're done, see ya and take the trash out on your way out of the studio. How tacky of ABC! I mean...this chic is going to need some counceling and I'd be majorly pissed if I was her!!! Hell I am pissed and I'm not even the one dumped. Melissa tells Jason to never call or text her ever again and she turns and leaves and when she gets into the limo she cries and her heartbreak is evident. It was SO sad!
Watch the Horror go down here:
Oh, wait...it gets better....... Molly is also there, has no idea what had just happened (more of ABC's tomfoolery) and says she is going to come in and ask why it wasn't her. She sits alone with the host and says she still loves him and that she wishes things had went her way. Jason now re-enters, they smile and hug and he briefly
Molly is still speechless, but then places her hand on his leg and caresses his knee! Molly...he just dumped another woman on tv and you think he's a catch? What is wrong with these people? Does the network slip love potion in their drinks? I mean come on! I know you pined away for the guy for months and boo hoo'd over him, but he has some explainin' to do! Such as, why did you not pick me to begin with you skeezy asshole? Or, why would you humiliate another woman on tv like that? OR....who's to say our 'chemistry' won't fade after the taping of this show too? Don't give the man all the milk right off the jump Mol, I mean....desperate!
They stare at eachother, she tells him her feelings never changed and they kiss! WHAT?!?! Am I the only person that thinks this is some Jerry Springer nonsense? Sooooo tacky that they need another word for tacky. He just dumped another girl not 5 minutes before! I'm just perplexed. She agrees to give it a 'shot' and to have a long talk to see where it can go. Hmmm...predictions....NOWHERE! He's clearly confused girl. He even said he'd never called you, and he could have. Whatever. If I was there I'd shake the shit out of you Molly. WAKE UP! Grrr.
THEN....Chris Harrison announces to tune in tomorrow night for the After the Rose special Part Two!????? There's more? Do they have a secret love child? Are they brothers and sisters? Seriously, with the direction of this show you never know what they'll cook up.
I'm disgusted with Jason. I understand about following your heart 100% and doing what you have to do, but to hurt her on tv...that's a new level of low. This could have been done off camera like all of the other failed Bachelor shows. ha. Do you show no respect???? Booooo to you Jason Mesnic. I hope you get what you deserve and your poor son..... :( He has had to 'live' through this too. Shame on you, you're a TOOL!

Lovingly Posted By Christy at 12:33 AM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment
March 2, 2009
Top Five Favorites
I'm taking this post idea from a friend of mine. I thought it was a great idea and a way to expand the dialogue between bloggers. The challenge is to name your top five favorite books and explain why you love them. You can only have one number one favorite (obviously). Hopefully I can get some good reading ideas from others posts. So let's try this...
By the way, this is difficult for me because I love so many, but I'll give it a shot.
5. Memoirs of a Geisha: I remember where I was when I read this book. I was lying in my bed when I opened it, wanting to read something to put me asleep. I didn't get any sleep that night because I COULD NOT PUT THE BOOK DOWN! I remember within the first few paragraphs I felt swept into another place and time in the life of a Geisha.
It is beautifully written with vivid characters that you will never forget. It is extraorinary and the writing is superb. The author, Arthur Golden, paints a world of the life of a beautiful, young girl sold into the life of a Geisha and her transition from child to temptress and seductress, but more importantly..artist. This book completely changed my misconceptions of what a Geisha was. There was much more to them than just dressing like dolls in kimonos and having sex for money. No, no, no. Yes, some Geisha houses did that, but we are talking top of the line, 'real' Geisha's here. They were given strict guidelines, cultural knowledge and years of training in the arts before they could even think of making a dollar. Their goal was to achieve a level of success at the top. Believe it or not, there was a heiarchy to this business and everyone wanted to reach it, because that's where the men of power were. These Geisha's weren't trading their virginity for a measley Benjamin. We're talking mucho dinero here! What's Japanese for helluva lot of money?
Being a Geisha is/was an art form and by the end of the book, you respect their level of dedication to their craft. I loved this book because of it's literary ability to completly remove me from my bedroom to the streets of Japan and into a secret life of glorified prostitution. It was written so beautifully that you can envision each face perfectly, each beautifully designed kimono, each golden sunset. Ahhh....what a great book. Talking about it has me itching to re-read it.
4. The Thorn Birds: I heard about this book for years before I picked it up. When I read a synopsis I wasn't very interested...a story of a family on a sheep shearing farm in Austrailia? Booooring! WRONG! It was and is EPIC! I have written a review of this book on my blog before, so I'll make this brief. Yes it is the story of the Cleary family who travel from New Zealand to Austrailia to better their 'station' in life. It follows, and centers around, young Meggie Cleary as she grows into womanhood and who would ever think that the one person she admires and gets her worldy advice from is a Priest?
Father Raplh De Bricassart comes to know Meggie as a young girl and the are instantly connected and form a close bond. She looks up to him and puts him on a pedastal, almost as if he were God himself. He sees her as the child AND lover he will never come to know because he has chosen celibacy and priesthood. As she grows into a beautiful young woman they both struggle with their feelings and he with his promise to God. This is a tale of forbidden love, struggle, betrayal, religion and lessons learned, and not learned. In the CLeary family, we learn that what goes around will always come back around.
Colleen McCullough wrote this sweeping tale with an amazing imagination. Every detail of the Outback and Drogheda (their home)was described so wonderfully that I could see it clearly in my mind's eye. Even when not reading the book, my mind could take me all around Drogheda into it's secret places and dusty and dry landscapes. Yes, sometimes the descriptions were a little too wordy, but it was fantastic nontheless. This is more than a he loves her, she loves him but neither could have eachother, drama. It is of epic proportions, questioning God's love for one and not for another, suffering through loss, love, being poor and being wealthy. It's also a story of ambition and greed. How much would you sacrifice to get to the top? Father Ralph went all the way to the Vatican, but once he got there did he have all he had hoped for? He didn't not have true love and he didn't have Meggie. Sigh. This is such a great read. I give it 10 stars and think it should be a part of American literature, truly. I personally loved this book because of the emotions it evoked from me. I don't cry lots while reading because in the back of my mind I'm like, it's fake, but these characters are so three dimensional that you invest in them. You root for them and you feel what they're feeling. For me, that is what great writing is all about. I cried my eyes out when Ralph came to visit Meggie on the island....when he pulled up in that car and she saw him. GASP! It is definitly a slow motion moment. I saw the mini-series after reading the book, it was a good B rate film, but lacks a little too, as all films do when they're coming from print.
3. Pride and Prejudice:
This book is so wonderful. I read it before I saw any of the movies and I was an instant addict to all things Jane Austen. Her characters are so complex, funny, witty, loveable and on and on. This story is so great because it is set way ahead of it's time and the plot can span centuries. Elizabeth Bennet is my most favorite fictional character of all time. I think of her often, does that make me weird? Anyway, and Mr. Darcy...! He is every woman's dream and Jane constructed the most ideal storyline. Woman meets handsome man, discovers he's formidable, without humor, insensitive and lacking the good graces to call him a true gentleman, not to mention...he's a snob! Man meets woman, we have no idea what he's thinking, but it seems that he looks down upon her and her 'embarassing' family. Woman percieves man wrongly, man percieves woman wrongly. Pride and Prejudice gets in the way of the ulimate love. I never get tired of this book, nor the movies. If you haven't read this book...what are you waiting for? It's entertainment and exquisitly written from page to page. I love this novel because it reads much like a fairytale, without any of the pixie dust. I fall in love with Darcy all over again everytime I read it. What he does to help her family....priceless. It also speaks strongly about the bonds of family and it's amazing that Elizabeth is so strong and independant for her time. Bravo Jane!
2. Harry Potter How could this series not be in my top five? I know it's unfair to put a series here, but I have to include them all. I think it was while reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone when I literally fell in love with reading.
This series transports the reader into another world entirely, a world of magic and make believe, but the essence of it's tale is love. Good vs Evil is what drives this series that is a woven web of characters and magical places. I cannot do JK Rowling justice with my mediocre review, however it is a story I will take with me forever, and that is saying a lot. I often times forget if I even read certain books, but can remember specific details, theories and characters so well from HP that you'd think it was my own life. Wonderful writing, enchanting storytelling, compelling characters, strong messages and interesting plot lines. There is only one word to describe this series for me...Magical. It's a tale about friendships, family, right and wrong, loss, forgiveness, deceit, family etc....everything that real life is all about is thrown into this world of wizardry. How did she pull this off? I will never know. She created a whole new world, a new language, new species and spells...and guess what? You are made to believe it. That's talent. These are books I cn read again and again and again...and have.
1. The Diary of Anne Frank I first read Anne Frank when I was 14. I was instantly absorbed in this young girl's life in hiding and then you realize...wow, this is real.
I have read this book about ten times over the years, so much that I had to buy a new one because the old one was falling apart. This isn't the diary of a young girl, but more about a young woman. Anne's writing is imaginative, descriptive, engrossing and intelligent. You have to remind yourself that this isn't a seasoned writer, but a girl writing to her beloved diary, Kitty. As a young girl myself at the time, I could instantly relate to Anne. She had a lot of the same thoughts and fears that all young girls do...concern for friends, having crushes on boys, being under the watchful eye of your parents, trying to find your own independance, having issues with your mother and trying to discover who you are. This is a coming of age story, but unlike most we get to read about, she is coming of age in an cramped attic hiding for her life because she was a Jew.
This story never fails to break my heart and rip it out of my chest. Anne had to hide away for years, they went hungry, got ill, never got to go out into the sunshine, yet she remained optomistic that there was good in the world. Even though they were hunted like animals and millions were killed and burned for no reason, she continued to find the good in people. That is the lesson that I learned from Anne.
Anne's words are written so eloquently. It's so compelling to read the words she wrote and shared her experience in the Secret Annex. She never knew the power that her words have evoked from millions of people. She really is an inspiration to me and I'm sure millions of others all over the world. When I get to the end of the book I always cry my eyes out. She sacrificed her life, as did millions of others. The numbers and truths are staggering and a nightmare. To think of what this sweet Anne had to endure in those camps is almost too much. I believe everyone should read this before they die and that it's a nessecary piece of literature. It is that profound.
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 5:25 PM 0 comments
Labels: Books
Got a Case of Love Bipolar
You... change your mind
Like a girl... changes clothes
Yeah you... PMS
Like a bitch... I would know
And you ... over think
Always speak ... cryptically
I should know ... that you're no good for me!
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don't really want to stay, no
(You) But you don't really want to go
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
. . . . . .
We... used to be
Just like twins... so in sync
The same... energy
Now's a dead... battery
Used to laugh... 'bout nothing
Now your plain... boring
I should know... that you're not gonna change!
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don't really want to stay, no
(You) But you don't really want to go
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
. . . . . .
Someone... call the doctor
Got a case of love bi-polar
Stuck on a... roller coaster
Can't get off this ride.
You... change your mind
Like a girl... changes clothes...
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don't really want to stay, no
(You) But you don't really want to go
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 2:40 AM 2 comments
Labels: Entertainment, Music
March 1, 2009
Paper or Plastic?

I have thought of purchasing the Amazon Kindle for quite a while. When I heard of this invention I was really impressed. I read a lot and there are times when I want a book and don't want to go to the bookstore or order one. I am an instant gratification shopper. I love the concept of online shopping, but I hate the wait. With the Kindle, you just download what you want and BAM, there is your book in your hot little hands in just a few seconds. Pretty groovy.
The features are also pretty cool:
- Kindle reads like the written page, no eye strain like with an LCD.
- Books are MUCH cheaper
- It saves paper ie: TREES
- No wi-fi is needed, so you can take it anywhere
- The battery lasts for days
- It has audio, so if you get tired of reading, just set it to audio and it will read to you
- Built in dicionary for clarification
- No monthly fees and no hassles
- Download books in seconds and more
The concept of this book reader is genius and it has a ton of great features.
This little device is just so smart. My reservations....the PRICE! It retails for $359.00! That's kind of ridiculous. How long would it before someone (Apple?) comes up with something cheaper, and quite possibly tweaked and a little better?
Another reservation I have is the book buying experience. I love the library and bookstores. I enjoy purusing various books and glancing inside the covers. I don't mind actually flipping pages. Never before has it caused an injury. I own thousands of books and enjoy being around them. Call me a weirdo, but I just like collecting them and I rarely re-sell. I have however thrown a book in the garbage because that is where it rightly belonged...bodice rippers can be so trashy and to think my grandmother reads those...BLECH!
What will become of bookstores if this product takes over? It's unlikely with the steep price, but what will happen when they come out with a much cheaper version? Will you buy it? Do you have a Kindle and if not, have you thought of buying one?
Will schools use this item instead of actual text books? The ideas are endless here. Technology...it's insane how far we've come. I was thinking about how lazy we've all become. I mean, you don't even have to leave the house to buy books or clothes and even groceries anymore.
I had this vision the other day of those container things that you have at the banks, you know the suction things? What the hell are they called? What if they were locally woven throughout our neighborhoods where you could have access codes to stores and homes? Think of the possibilities... LOL I need toilet paper...think I'll pay for it online and have it shipped to me....within minutes. Ooohhh, ahhhhhhh! No wonder there are no jobs, robots are taking over the world! And it's no wonder we're all so fat either, no one gets off their lazy asses anymore. Wait... that is me! I am one of those people. I am a techno junkie! I am typing away talking about how addicted other people are. Am I in denial? HELP! I would attend Technology Anonymous (T&A?)meetings, but I think I'll just take the online class instead. ;)
How did this blog go from Kindle to my secret life confessions? I don't know. Maybe it's the ADTD I have acquired. (Attention deficit technology disorder).
Lovingly Posted By Christy at 8:58 PM 5 comments
Labels: Books, My Crazy Life







